Adriana Vicario
Event Analysis
#3
February 14,
2013
There are many cases in which resentment
can be present due to an underlined issue of imprisonment. Reading through the
several pieces of literature this week allowed me to understand how the feeling
of imprisonment can cause one to do questionable acts or to harbor anger
towards other individuals. In the poems “Suburban” and “Liberty”, this form of
imprisonment is held within the society these speakers live in. Through the
short story “The Cask of Amontillado”, the vengeance that the narrator had
against another character was brought about by the years he had been captivated
with bitterness. Attending my second event of meditation, I have come to
realize what it is to rid oneself of resentment and overall become free of
despair.
In the poems “Suburban” by John
Ciardi and “Liberty” by Thomas Lynch, both speakers are trapped in a society
that puts a strain on their freedom of mindless actions. In “Suburban” the
speaker is conformed to the typical suburban lifestyle. He seems to live a
respectful life but finds that he must live by the standards that society
around him enforces. Although there were no real consequences for cleaning his
dog’s waste in the neighbor’s yard, he chooses to comply to the request anyway.
It is such a simple demand that the neighbor asks for in which the speaker
finds to be almost comical. He thinks of a sarcastic comment in his head but
decides to refrain and remain the “prisoner” in the suburbs. This is quite
similar to the poem “Liberty” in which the speaker seems to hold a little bit
more aggression about his feelings of conforming to society. He expresses how
his actions of going to the bathroom wherever he pleases is a symbol of what it
means to be free. He does not care necessarily about being able to pee wherever
he desires but values and respects the fact that he is able to do so if he
wishes. This signifies his ancestors who have established in the suburbs years
down. He reflects on their accomplishments and what it means to have this
“liberty”. To do something that separates himself from society is what makes
him not feel so constricted and trapped. These poems show one way in which it
is possible to feel as though you are living a life that holds you back from
freedom.
In the short story “The Cask of
Amontillado” by Edgar Allen Poe, the obsession over carrying resentment leaves
a situation that is detrimental to the life of the narrator as well as his
sworn enemy. The narrator is in a place of anger towards a man by the name of
Fortunato. The narrator focuses so heavily on getting revenge that he plans to
kill Fortunato. Easily he persuaded Fortunato to come into his cellar that held
the amontillado Fortunato was supposed to test. Slowly the narrator manipulated
Fortunato and got him to stay in a position that would not allow for him to
escape. Slightly intoxicated, Fortunato was blinded from the true reason as to
why the narrator desired to cause him harm. It was then that the narrator built
a wall with rocks that would trap his enemy forever. The narrator was so
consumed with his moment of revenge that he was imprisoned by his self-motives
and selfless acts.
For my service event this week, I
learned that becoming your own prisoner is something that could be very harmful
to your health. In order to live a peaceful lifestyle it is important to self
reflect on what is important in life. Through mediation I was able to acquire
these skills and think about how to free myself of the negativity in life. With
doing this I felt free from my problems and just relaxed while in a mindset of
absolute freedom. I believe that it is significant to do things as meditate so
one can understand how to go about life’s struggles.
The idea of holding onto bitterness
in life can put one in a situation they may not be able to escape. In these
reading it becomes evident how the characters become so consumed with their
struggles in life. The resentment along with the anger is something that
derived from becoming imprisoned in one’s own thoughts.
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