Adriana Vicario
iExamen
7 February 2013
Completing the iExamen was a rewarding
experience that opened my eyes to the way I communicate and interact around
others. Having to observe myself throughout the day allowed me to evaluate the
type of person I am and how I deal with certain situations. Even shutting off
my technology for an hour was a new experience because I found myself at a
place of discomfort without the things I am so accustomed to. This
self-analysis brought many details to my attention that I found to be both
positive and negative.
Observing myself for this whole day
really made me understand who I am and how I could be perceived among other
people. Starting off my day with calculus, I notice my conversation with my
professor at the end of class was certainly different from seeing my friends
around campus. Talking to the professor I was cautious and careful of what I
said and how I presented myself. I of course could not act as my goofy self
around my respectable teacher. However, when I held casual conversations with
familiar faces, I felt relaxed and comfortable with whatever it was that I felt
like expressing. The difference in my tone, body language, and comfort was
brought to my attention as I became aware of myself.
Noticing how I act around people face to
face has also made me realize the difference in my communication through
technology. Texting my friends or calling my parents was a completely different
interaction than in person. Through technology I was not so worried about how
others viewed me. It is simple and effortless and I have time to think about
what I want to say before I say it. This also leads me to believe that I may
have more courage to say more things over text or email because it is not as
personal and pressured.
When I spent my hour without any
technology at all I felt slightly anxious and missed the presence of my normal
surroundings. I decided to do some homework to allow the time to pass by but
this meant that I could not listen to music or watch a TV show at the same time
as I normally do. This was a good experience because it did limit my
procrastination but also allowed me to fully indulge myself into what I was
doing. Normally I only give half of my attention to whatever it is that I am
doing because I am so distracted with technology. However, with nothing to do
but focus on other matters, I was finally completely engaged with my work. I
definitely think that removing myself from distracting technology helped me
realize how much I could accomplish without it.
I thoroughly enjoyed my day as I self
analyzed everything that I did. Focusing on myself was refreshing because it
allowed me to visualize how it is that I am perceived by others. It also made
me think about the positive things about myself and what I could do differently
to change the negative things.
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